Friday, March 14, 2014

Back to Basics

I was home alone when I got the call.

It was the summer after I graduated from my undergrad. I had applied to teach in two districts, though my alma mater was my first choice. As an elementary education major, my dream was to teach second grade. The kids who loved you simply because you existed. A whole class to invest in for the entire year. A dream. My dream.

I had gotten a rejection letter earlier that morning from my 'second-choice' district, saying they had found someone else to fill the position I had interviewed for. All my eggs were in a single basket now. And I was hoping to keep the dream alive. But as a small fish in a big pond, I had backup options ready.

The phone rang and I answered it. The principal identified himself, we exchanged pleasantries, and he then offered me the job. Sixth grade. Social studies and Language Arts.

Wait. What? I didn't want sixth graders. Those kids were eleven years old. You switched classes every forty minutes. I would teach two areas of content and only one of them was within my comfort zone. Middle school? What?

All of this went through my head in less than a half a second.

"Out of 681 applicants," he continued, "we chose you."

"Were they really all that bad?" I asked.

Perhaps he thought I was being cute. Or humble. Thankfully, he laughed. But there was a bit of truth in my first reaction. Did he have any idea how UNqualified I was to take this job?

Oh, I accepted it. I would have been silly not to. I would do whatever it took to be successful. At twenty years old, I cut my hair to make myself look older. I stayed so late each night that I got really close with the nighttime janitorial staff. And just prayed that my incoming eleven-year-old students wouldn't realize they weren't even ten years my junior. And I completely fell in love with every aspect of my job.

I was introduced to a wonderful group of teachers who helped bring me into the team and I began one of the best experiences of my entire life. For five and a half years, I invested everything I had into my work... and I always got more in return than I gave. (Two random thoughts: how many other people in history were brought into positions where they were completely unqualified, but God used them anyway? And second, if I hadn't been working at the middle school - which educates sixth- through eighth-graders - I'm not sure where I would have met my husband, who started working there three years later as an aide with a degree in secondary social studies? Ya see? There's a bigger plan. But those are two totally different stories for another day.)

When I was getting to know the content, I knew that I needed to get back to the basics. Ancient civilizations - Egypt, Greece, China - and I couldn't remember a ton. Not enough to teach. I decided to go to the library and take out as many children's books I could on each subject. Learn as much as I could in order to give me a background to work from to better teach my students.

My confidence grew as I realized that teaching social studies was all about being a story teller. And I did love a good story. I absolutely loved it.

Back to the basics.

I've been thinking about this when I sing to my kids.

The songs I sing to them are ones I've been singing since I was a kid. I know the words inside and out. They're so basic. So simple. And yet, so very profound.

Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world.
Red, brown, yellow, black and white, they are precious in His sight.
Jesus loves the little children of the world.

He's got the whole world, in His hands.
He's got the whole wide world, in His hands.
He's got the whole world, in His hands.
He's got the whole world in His hands.

Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to Him belong. They are weak, but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me. Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus loves me. The Bible tells me so.

These are the basics. Jesus loves us. The Bible can be trusted and we believe what it says is Truth. God is big enough to hold the entire world in His hands and yet small enough to love each of us - no matter what color or where we live - right where we are.

Simple? Yes. Profound? Definitely.

These children's songs are those library books I checked out as a new teacher. The basics. The bones of it all. Everything else added to it are the skin, the muscles, and everything else that gives us movement. But these are the basics.

In times of tragedy, you immediately go to what you know best. What feels comfortable. Your first reaction. How grateful I am to have grown up in a home where both of my parents lived these Truths. Where they constantly invested in the four of us kids - emotionally and spiritually - and even into our adulthood. They provided the bones. The basics. It was up to me to choose it for myself, to make my faith personal. To decide how I would allow God to influence my life, my decisions, my family.

It's also in times of tragedy that you realize just how firm your foundation is. How strong your bones are. And I'm learning through these past few weeks... it all comes back to the basics.

66 comments:

  1. I admire your strength and your skills at putting down all your feeling. Not even knowing all of you , I follow your story and keep you all in my prayers. I've walked the road you are on and it's the hardest one I've ever traveled.
    I know at that time I couldn't see the whole picture, I still don't understand it and probably never will. I do know it changed me for a better person, I've helped hundreds of people since then and you are helping thousands with your story.
    My prayers continue for a miracle and I hold all of you close to my heart , like so many people are.

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    1. Times like this are hard. You are doing great. As you continue to soul search and those beginning basics God will bring something to you, something so profound that will give YOU the solution to this situation. A solution to take to prayer. Your family is becoming well known all over. That doesnt seem bad, prov. 22:4 The effect of humility is fear of the Lord, wealth, honor, and life. I see Jesus honoring you and your family. Do you? Now what can You do to help Ben? Ask and you shall receive. God created the Garden for many reasons. You can help your son through mighty means. Trust Jesus, rely on Him for EVERYTHING. Blessings on this journey of healing and life.

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  2. You and your beautiful family have touched my life profoundly. Praying & Believing.

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  3. I sing these songs to my little ones as well. Please know we are praying for your family and for Ben, for a miracle. God bless you all!!!

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  4. I feel like it is me that is going through this... Mindy, your trust in Jesus is astounding. Continue to be weak so that He can be strong in you. I am praying a weeping tonight for your precious son.

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  5. Dear Mindy,
    Praising God for your testimony as we continue to lift up Ben and your family in prayer. "Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his," II Timothy 2:9 He is faithful, you are His and your foundation is firm !

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  6. Mindy...bless you....the Great Builder is with you...

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  7. Praying for a miracle!

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  8. Keep writing Mindy, we all love to hearing from you. You are so strong and so are your entire family. God Bless and I hope today is a good one for Ben. Still praying for a miracle, always on my mind.

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  9. This is so true. My parents also gave me that firm foundatiin to stand on and I couldn't be more grateful. Faith pulls us through every situation in life as long as we place our trust in Him. Your strength and inspiration has been a testimony in itself throughout this trial. I pray that Ben will have his own testimony of how he was healed and how his family and community and people from far and wide prayed to give him strength. Amen

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  10. I encourage you to record yourself singing those songs you and Ben know so well and then play them for him as he rests. They will provide him with the same comfort that they provide you. My husband John and I have made numerous trips from Jamestown to Philadelphia after receiving a phone call in which we were told our daughter Becky had suffered a collapsed lung. Listening to songs of faith provided comfort and reassurance that God was in control during those many hours of driving during times of uncertainty regarding her condition. I heard this Michael W. Smith song this week and pray that it will provide you and Andy with comfort:

    No shadow comes without the light making a way
    No raging storm can ever defy one word of faith
    My heart remains sure in the wind, sure in the waves

    You are the anchor for my soul
    You won't let go
    You won't let go
    No matter what may come I know
    You won't let go
    You won't let go

    No valley low, changes the truth
    So I'm not afraid
    You hold me close
    You lead me through and light up the way

    Neither life, neither death,
    The highest high, the deepest depth
    Nothing can
    Nothing can separate
    Neither tears, neither trial
    Certain as the sun will rise
    Nothing can
    Nothing can separate

    My heart remains sure in the wind, sure in the waves, always

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  11. As a retired teacher, a mother of three, and the sister of one who battled cancer as a child, I can so identify with you and your family. May our Heavenly Father remain close to you and your loves, carrying all of you as we saw Andy carrying Ben last Saturday. His strong arms will carry you through, and yes, please tape those songs that will give Ben peace on the darkest of nights.

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  12. Dear Mindy,

    You are so right. I teach preschool and I love teaching them these songs and reminding myself of these basic truths. I bring to mind sometimes even songs or memory verse songs I learned at camp as a child that help remind me of scripture that catapults me into comfort. Our daughter, Megan has cancer along with other things going on, so she is having a hard time finding treatment , 20 so wanting to be independent and this is very difficult for us. Your posts amaze me and bring me back to the One who holds all of the pieces to our journey every time I read them. I know this is the most difficult thing you have ever gone through, God knows that as well, yet your love and assurance of His hand in your life is such a huge blessing. You have inspired so many that even if they don't believe in God, I would think they would sure be curious about a God that you have so much faith in at such a difficult time. We are praying for you all as you stay faithful and rest in His basic promises and ever loving arms. I love trusting in a God that doesn't make us just seek after Him, but He promises to come and meet us right where we are and walk with us!!

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    1. Prayers for you and your Megan as well!

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  13. Thank you for sharing your heart with all of us. I truly believe you are gaining souls for Christ through this trial he has entrusted you with. We don't serve a God who is up in heaven saying He wishes there was something more he could do....we serve a God who is in complete control and that is where our comfort lies when we go through the valleys.

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  14. You truly are awe inspiring.! I couldn't have the firm faith and courage that you display and share. I feel a bit greedy that I am receiving inspiration from you ,when its us that should be the encouraging you! I am praying longer and stronger and I thank you and Ben for sharing and inspiring. And challenging me to be a better mother , wife, daughter, sister, friend and stranger. Please know your family is making a true difference and I pray God can continue making miracles visible starting with Ben.

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  15. Thank you Mindy, for teaching me how to have faith in sad and troubled times. You were meant to be a "Teacher". Much love and so many prayers to you and your family and friends who are on this journey with you.

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  16. Well said Nancy. Father God has chosen you, Mindy, to teach "the world" His valuable life lessons. Just as Jesus did not get to choose his lesson materials either (the scourgings, the rejection, the cross), nevertheless, Jesus was obedient, even unto death, and did what the Father required of him. I believe the story you shared here today was a precursor to this bigger lesson. You did not get to choose the lesson material (Social studies and Language Arts) nor did you get a choice in having a child who is battling cancer. Although there are many children like Ben, Father God Sovereignly chose to put your family on stage, turn on the big lights, so that the rest of the world could "see and know" that there IS a God who loves us.

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  17. Praying for you and your family many times a day! :)

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  18. Thank you for the love that shines through each word you write. Thank you for the faith you stand upon. Thank you for helping this mom/nana be reminded of what is important. We love you and are praying for you all.

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  19. I am crying out to God for you dear sweet sister in Christ.
    I am not giving up.

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  20. Ben and your entire family continue daily in my prayers, like so many other people out there. Asking for a miracle!

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  21. MY TESTIMONY. I am a 64 year old woman. I am second to the youngest of 6 kids. I grew up in a house where my mom worked and sent us to Sunday school each Sunday but she never TOOK us to Sunday school. We always walked about 2 or 3 miles to the 1st Baptist Church. I learned the books of the Bible and for reward of getting them right…I won a Bible. I never read it. Mom remarried when I was 5. Our step-father turned out to be abusive. I married just out of high school and and had 5 children. I never sent them to church. I just figured that they could 'find their own way' when they had grown. They are grown now and NONE of them go to church. Oh what a terrible thing I have done to my family, I can see that now. I am such a sinner. I am learning to pray. Because of you Mindy…I am learning about prayer, The power of prayer. I wanted to help your family win this race for a miracle but I just knew that the Lord woulldn't listen to a sinner like me…but I have never felt such an urge to find a way to try. I found a pillow to put my old bony knees on and I knelt in what I would call 'clumsy prayer'. How do you pray to a God that you can't see…that you are not sure is real or not? How do you pray to a God that lets little children get so sick? How do I pray to God…HOW? I felt a bit silly but I was alone and so I just started talking to the unseen. My words were humble, my feelings true. I was giving it a go because if God is real…I wanted to be another voice to him to help Ben. I don't even know how to explain how I feel. After a couple weeks of daily prayer I started to notice a change in how I feel. My days seemed more peaceful. The birds songs that I have never really listened to before were so beautiful. I was finding myself less judgmental of others and I was smiling more. I am finding I want to sing those same childhood songs that you speak of..the same ones that I learned so long ago at that 1st Baptist church. It's funny how the words came back to me and I remember them so well. I am now reading that dusty old Bible..it is my goal to finish it by Christmas 2014. I found your blog Mindy by some miracle and I am so, so grateful. You are God's earthly messenger…you are a true and talented 'Teacher' Mindy. Your writings are breaking my heart, cleansing my heart and lifting me up to pray all at the same time. My heart breaks for your family. Ben is my hero. What a beautiful, glorious child he is …I so humbly want to thank Ben too. He is truly a child of God. I find myself coming back here … day after day to see how Ben is doing. I keep prayer in my heart all day for your family Mindy, for Andy, you and and the babies. I said it before…I am for the first time in my 64 years of life, spending time on my knees, lifted up in prayer to our God to give Ben his miracle. I spend knee time also begging God to forgive my for all my sins. I am just an old woman who wants to say a huge 'Thank YOU' for putting your words in this blog... your words, your graceful..heartfelt..honest words that have lead me down a new path in life. It doesn't make sense because I feel such anguish for your family... for Ben…but I have a feeling of peace in my soul that I have never experienced before. Thank you so much sweet girl. Please give Ben, Jack and Megan a little kiss from me.

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    1. Wow I'am moved by your reply and praise Our God for His grace and leading you back to Him through Ben. Godspeed!!!

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    2. Diane, you are the miracles that God wishes on all who are touched by Ben and by his mother's humble words. You are loved by the mightiest love of all and you feel it in your soul. It's as if you went from B & W TV to Color! Hallelujah. May the rest of your life on this earth be blessed because of Ben. Remember Luke 15:4
      The Parable of the Lost Sheep
      …3 "So He told them this parable, saying, 4 "What man among you, if he has a hundred sheep and has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open pasture and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? 5 "When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing.…" Amen and Amen

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  22. Mindy,
    Sweet Ben is on my daily prayer list. Praying for a miracle to God's glory.

    Like others here I'm also selfishly getting a great deal of inspiration through your blog. Your faith is beyond inspiring! I check your blog daily during my devotions. I'd like to suggest that you tuck this idea way in the back of your mind for later...publish your blog entries as a devotional. God is speaking through you to those of us with weaker faith. I truly believe that God will use you and your circumstances to bring many to faith in His Son.

    God's blessings and peace on you today and every day, Mindy.

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  23. Mindy you are a trooper, and like Jill Kelly did after Her experiences with Hunter, I hope you will publish your blogs and or write a book for the miracles happening now. Praying for Ben and family!!!!!

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  24. I Will Continue To Pray Day After Night.I hope God Gives a Miracle! -Seth Oviatt

    P.S. I Want To Meet Ben!

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  25. Just as you sing over your children, remember that God sings over you... "The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17

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  26. Remembering Ben today in prayer.

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  27. I keep saying " I cannot read any more of this blog...it is giving me such a feeling of sadness, anxiety...". Shame on me. How dare I say that? Suddenly, I find myself amazed, awestruck, and prayerful. God bless you all as you walk together with Christ in this journey, be it long or short...you have blessed so many by sharing your most precious blessing with all of us.

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  28. I thank God for your parents that gave you the basic foundation that we all so desperately need. I know I have said it before, but, you truly are an inspiration to me as I read your blogs. I just read Diane's testimony and what a witness you have been to someone you don't even know.
    I continue to pray for Ben and your entire family asking Him to please provide you with a miracle.

    God Bless,

    COLE'S Prayer Team

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  29. While reading your most recent post I started thinking of songs we sang at church and summer camp when I was growing up... as I read through the comments I hummed to myself Michael W Smiths Awesome God lyrics
    Our God is an awesome God he resigns from heaven above with wisdom, power and love our God is an awesome God.

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  30. Mindy, you are such an example of having made The Lord your refuge. bless you to continue finding comfort in the shadow of His hand.

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  31. Please check out Dr. Burzinski in Texas. He has had great success in treating people who were told there was nothing more to do. I am sure you have gotten alot of advice but I just didn't feel right not sharing this info with you. I am so sorry you are all having to go through this. I hope it can help. Your strength is admirable. God bless.

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  32. Oh how I identify with your teaching story. One Houghton College grad to another. I too got a call like that. Mine was after 4 years of subbing and it was for high school Spanish (which I wasn't certified). A year later I was offered kindergarten. My dream job was 4th grade. You're so right about God's plan since I've finally gotten a permanent job I've been teaching kindergarten for the past 7 years. I think of you and your family daily as there are 2 sets of twins in kindergarten this year. Praying for you all constantly!

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  33. This is wonderful news. So glad Ben has you for a Mom. Clearly he matched the two of you perfectly:)

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  34. Personally, I am glad you got the teaching job, being a former student of yours! I feel so incredibly lucky to have had you as a teacher for 6th grade Social Studies, because even though no one liked being stuck in trailers behind the elementary school, you made being there so fun and so wonderful that I didn't feel like I was missing anything. You were a fantastic teacher, and my heart goes out to you and your family. Your strength is stunning. I am sending love to you, Ben, and your family constantly. Thank you for everything you have done.

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  35. Lots of positivity and positive energy here! These are great quotes and quite a few of them would work quite well as positive affirmations.



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  36. I recently just started following your family... You are an amazing woman, mother and teacher. Just reading a couple of your posts has completely restored my faith! And I pray that god continues to walk beside you, your family and sweet Ben and gives you guys a miracle! Your strength is amazing! Lots of prayers being sent your way!

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  43. My name is dante meet, and I base in U.S.A...My life is back!!! After 2 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with two kids . I felt like my life was about to end i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a spell caster called Dr Jatto, which i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet,I came across allot of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one particular testimony,it was about a woman called luis francisca,she testified about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the end of her testimony she dropped Dr Jatto E-mail address. After reading all these,I decided to give it a try. I contacted him VIA Email and explained my problem to him. In just 48hours, my husband came back to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before Dr Jatto, is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man... If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems for you. Try drjattosplltemple@gmail.com anytime, he might be the answer to your problems. Here's his Email drjattosplltemple@gmail.com OR CALL +2349035512062.

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  44. I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS UNTIL I MET THIS WORLD'S TOP SPELL CASTER. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE'S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER AND MAGIC MONEY SPELL OR SPELL FOR A GOOD JOB.I'M NOW HAPPY & A LIVING TESTIMONY COS THE WOMAN I HAD WANTED TO MARRY LEFT ME 2 WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING AND MY LIFE WAS UPSIDE DOWN COS OUR RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN ON FOR 2YEARS... I REALLY LOVED HER, BUT HER MOTHER WAS AGAINST US AND SHE HAD NO GOOD PAYING JOB. SO WHEN I MET THIS SPELL CASTER, I TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION OF THINGS TO HIM..AT FIRST I WAS UNDECIDED,SKEPTICAL AND DOUBTFUL, BUT I JUST GAVE IT A TRY. AND IN 7 DAYS WHEN I RETURNED TO USA, MY GIRLFRIEND(NOW WIFE) CALLED ME BY HERSELF AND CAME TO ME APOLOGIZING THAT EVERYTHING HAD BEEN SETTLED WITH HIS MOM AND FAMILY AND SHE GOT A NEW JOB INTERVIEW SO WE SHOULD GET MARRIED..I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT COS THE SPELL CASTER ONLY ASKED FOR MY NAME AND MY GIRLFRIENDS NAME AND ALL I WANTED HIM TO DO... WELL WE ARE HAPPILY MARRIED NOW AND WE ARE EXPECTING OUR LITTLE KID,AND MY WIFE ALSO GOT THE NEW JOB AND OUR LIVES BECAME MUCH BETTER. IN CASE ANYONE NEEDS THE SPELL CASTER FOR SOME HELP, HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS;supremetemple@hotmail.com......HOPE HE HELPS YOU OUT OUR OPPORTUNITY ... CONTACT THIS GREAT SPELL CASTER VIA EMAIL:supremetemple@hotmail.com

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  46. There is help out there i have always thought life is a complicated issues until i met this great man the Dr Ehi of drudebhuluspelltemple@yahoo.com, it all started when my wife and i had problems it was almost tearing my home apart our relationship was almost non existent until i lost my job all the problems were now compounded and my threatened and filed for divorce i had nothing to do and nowhere to go then i came across a post on the internet on how Dr Ehi of drudebhuluspelltemple@yahoo.com helped one woman who was in need, i never knew all this spell casters are powerful so i decided to give it a shot and behold i was surprised when he told me not to worry that everything will be alright i never believed him i had my doubts because my wife was a very stubborn woman someone very hard to convince so i did everything he asked of me and to my surprise my wife started begging me to accept her back that she didn't know what came over her and i was called back in my place of work and compensated and i was also promoted all thanks to one man Dr Ehi of drudebhuluspelltemple@yahoo.com, if you are ever in problem or in need don't look anywhere else just contact this one man drudebhuluspelltemple@yahoo.com and he will help you out in whatever situation you find yourself again i want to say thank you sir for all you done for me your son from the UK steven mogan.

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  47. This great man called Priest Babaka of babaka.wolf@gmail.com helped me with a pregnancy spell. i have been married for the past 9year without a child i and my husband has went for many check up but the Doctors always bring positive result that we are okay, we have been hoping that we will get bless one day but every day just look the same i always touch my stomach but nothing happens. But with the great help of Priest Babaka i have have my first baby this year April 22 2014 i am really thankful for the great help he render to me in case you need his help just email him on : babaka.wolf@gmail.com for help.

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  48. My name is Camille bruno Valdez my partner and I have been trying for a baby for over two years now, We were going to a fertility clinic for about 5 months before somebody told us to contact this spell caster who is so powerful, We contacted him at this email; arewaspecialistttemple@gmail.com , for him to help us, then we told him our problem, he told us that we will either conceive in February 2014 or March 2014,but after two years of trying we were at a point where we were willing to try anything. And I'm glad we came to Dr Dahiru, Because his pregnancy spell cast put us at ease, and I honestly believe him, and his gods really helped us as well, I am thankful for all he has done. contact him via email: arewaspecialistttemple@gmail.com if you are trying to get a baby or want your lover back. he has powers to do it, he has done mine,

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  49. I will like to share my testimony to you all.i just got married to my husband about a year ago we start having problems at home like we stop sleeping on the same bed, fighting about little things he always comes home late at night, drinking too much and sleeping with other women out side.i have never love any man in my life except him.he is the father of my children and I don't want to loose him because we have worked so hard together to become what we are and have today.few month ago he now decided to live me and the kid, being a single mother can be hard sometimes and so I have nobody to turn to and I was heart broken.i called my mom and explain every thing to her, my mother told me about Dr Jatto how he helped her solve the problem between her and my dad I was surprise about it because they have been without each other for three and a half years and it was like a miracle how they came back to each other.i was directed to Dr Jatto and explain everything to him, so he promise me not to worry that he will cast a spell and make things come back to how we where so much in love again and that it was another female spirit that was controlling my husband.he told me that my problem will be solved within two days if I believe I said OK.So he cast a spell for me and after two days my love came back asking me to forgive him.i Am so happy now. so that why I decided to share my experience with every body that have such problem contact him email. drjattosplltemple@gmail.com or call him on his number +2349035512062.

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  50. Am from England, Oxford,UK ...HIV has been ongoing in my family for long..I lost both parents to HIV and it is so much pain has not been able to get over. As we all know medically, there is no solution or cure for HIV and the cost for Medication is very expensive. Someone introduced me to a man (Native Medical Practitioner) in oxford. I showed the man all my Tests and Results and I told him have already diagnosed with HIV and have spent thousands of dollars on medication. I said I will like to try him cause someone introduced me to him. He asked me sorts of questions and I answered him correctly. To cut the story short, He gave me some medicinal soaps and some herbs(have forgot the name he called them) and he thought me how am going to use them all. At first I was skeptical but I just gave it a try. I was on his Medication for 2 weeks and I used all the soaps and herbs according to his prescription. That he will finish the rest himself. And I called him 3 days after, I arrived and I told him what is the next thing he said, he has been expecting my call. He told me to visit my doctor for another test. Honestly speaking, i never believe all he was saying until after the test when my doctor mention the statement that am, HIV negative and the doctor started asking me how do I do it....Am telling this story in case anyone may need this man’s help. He is the Great Dr Erigo here is via email address(erigospellcaster@gmail.com} So,if you are in a similar problem or any kind of problems you can also contact him via his email(erigospellcaster@gmail.com}he is the solution to all your problems and predicaments in life.his email again is{erigospellcaster@gmail.com}. HE ALSO SPECIALIZE IN THE THE FOLLOWING PROBLEMS; (1) If you want your ex back. (2) If you want to be promoted in your office. (3) If you want a child. (4) if you have any sickness like ( H I V/AIDS ),(CANCER) or any sickness (5) if you are deaf and blind and you want to see and hear again. ONCE again,his email address is erigospellcaster@gmail.com

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  51. 'After being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that don't believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I meant a spell caster called Dr Zuma zuk and I email him, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: spiritualherbalisthealers@gmail.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything. CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS'

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  52. My Name is Alan Pratte, From USA. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called Dr OTIS DARKO has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called Sharon we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant for me and also give her al she needs she left me and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave his contact email: otisdarko60@yahoo.com then you won't believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost WIFE back, and after a month she became pregnant for me because he gave me some herbs to take also and when she went for a test and the result stated that she was pregnant am happy today am a FATHER of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR OTIS DARKOfor what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below:

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  53. When i met my husband then it crystal clear to me that he was the man of my dream. When i looked at him, i saw perfection. He was tall, respectful, looked at me like i was the only one on earth i mean words cannot describe that moment that is the day we met. It lives on here in my head. I know i was not blind and i know there was nothing really to make me suspect he also like the company of men as well as women. Yes i mean we were sexually active just like every other normal couple who are in love. It never seem like he was avoiding me when i want to have sex like he always comes up with excuse no he was just like every other man. I only got to know when i was two years into our marriage. The first year was healthy for us i mean we were happy and had our first child. It was my sister who caught him passionately kissing another man in his car after spending all night together in the movie theater. He told me he was going out with friends for a drink or two. I was hurt because he was not honest with me and also was cheating on me. Even before i knew, this thing he had going on started before we got married at least he was honest about that. Hadn't been my sister, i would have been locked in the dark. I have nothing against same sex relationship but when you claim to love a woman and also want to be with a man it becomes a problem i mean you are either with one or the other. You can't be married to me and expect me to shear you with another be it a woman or a man. We promise we will stay together just us and not us with some one else. I gave him an ultimatum it was either me or his male love i was hoping his love for me will make him pick me but no he ended our marriage simply before he could not pick. H wanted it all i wished i never made him choose then. I was in a traumatized i could not understand how he could be so selfish i mean we have a son together you don't just walk out like that. I remember i even asked him to go ahead with relationship with his lover as long as he was here with me but then i realized i would be at the losing end in all ways. I was so much in love with him letting him go was not an option for me i mean i knew that if it wasn't him it was going to me no other. After months of trying and searching with no success to find a way to make him see i am more important than his lover i came across a lot of comments on the internet of how a spell caster Otis Darko and how he has help a lot of individual with relationship and life problems. I was skeptical about it but i thought giving it a try would not kill me. What can i say, my experience with Otis Darko was real, honest i mean everything that was said about him was nothing but all true. I shared my problem with him that is how my husband ended our marriage because i was not OK with him have a male lover even when we were married and what i needed him to do for me. All i had to get was the materials needed to caster the spell that was going to get me my husband. I could only find one of the spell materials but he help me get the rest with the total estimated cost i sent to him for help. I don't know how to explain what happen just after the spell process was concluded and made effective with the parcel he sent to me. I was like a fairy tale i mean i got my love back my family was whole again. My husband picked me he choose to be with me. It been more than six months now all i can see is a man loves and dedicate his self to me he goes every where with me aside work though yeah. Contact him here at otisdarko60@yahoo.com hope you all with similar problem get all help from Otis Darko also..... HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS : otisdarko60@yahoo.com

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  54. Hello My Good People,


    American is changing for the best i can say this because the gay community just literally got liberated i mean we can officially get married and be part of the the American society. When i heard the news i was filled with joy i mean me and my fiance the man i have always can finally own our marriage certificate in Georgia.It was not always right for us if you know what i mean. Before we got married in California ,he was not in love with me or i would say he was in love with me and lost for another guy and it was frustrating.We were off and on and mostly times our break up was always bad it always ends with huge fight. I loved him and wanted to be all his for the rest of my life but he did not see that he wanted to have me to himself and still see other guy i mean who does that? He was the queen of heart breaker and also was perfect when he wants to mend the heart. This was why i also went back to him no matter what always led to our ugly break up. But this madness just kept going on over and over with us and like i said i was sick of it. You can’t hurt me over and over again and still come back to me i mean i am not a play thing you use and drop when you tired. Judge me if you will it not like i care because all my life people have always said trash about me but if i had paid their attentions i would not have been this happy. After searching for means to make him commit to me even taking him with me to couple counseling i decide i contact a spell caster called Otis Darko it was just an arbitrary choice i mean, i told myself if he can’t help me i will move on with my life maybe the one i clam to be the love of my life was not the one after all. Otis Darko is an angel sent from a place i don’t know.He save me and made me he happiest man on earth or more preferable the happiest gay man on earth . I don’t know how he did it just after he help me cast a love spell, every pain that i was going through was lifted of my shoulder like magic my lover became the queen of hearts i would say he became mine and loved me like his life depended on it.When i first contacted Otis Darko, he told me to come down to his temple so i may witness the greatness of his work we got the materials we used for the spell together and just after four day i say the greatness of his power.But i spent a lot Because i had to travel all the way to Africa.It will be cheaper for me to have had him get the materials form me but i was foolish. But its amazing i still got my heart desire. He also told me that the gay community will soon be free and in just two months his prophecy has come to pass. Who wants to tell me he is not great contact i you will here you will not regret your decision use thus address otisdarko60@yahoo.com.......HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: otisdarko60@yahoo.com

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  55. I never thought that there will be a miracle on the internet until i came in contact with Priest Babaka, finally i made it with his help, with his spiritual power which was recommended by a lady in baby center he help before, i never believe it was real until i confirm it now because i have tried so many things to make sure i get pregnant but no luck, immediately i contact him. he did some spiritual prayers and send me a medicine which i took, i got pregnant three weeks after, and i now have a son to show. thank you so much priest and i recommend Priest Babaka for everyone out there that is willing to have a child of her own out there. contact him for help too he is real and powerful, i have confirmed it, contact him on email: babaka.wolf@gmail.com or Facebook at priest.babaka

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  56. Hello I'm From Memphis Tennessee, USA I feel so joyful today because of the
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  58. Hello, I am Grace Edomnd. After being in relationship with my husband foryears, he broke up with me. I did everything within my reach to bring himback but all was in vain, I wanted him back so badly because of the love Ihad for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused.I explained my problem to my friend and she suggested that I should rathercontact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back ,I had no choice than to try it. I messaged the spell caster, and he assuredme there was no problem and that everything will be okay before three days.He cast the spell and surprisingly on the second day, my husband called me.I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was sosorry for everything that had happened He wanted me to return to him. Healso said he loved me so much. I was so happy and went to him that was howwe started living together happily again. The spell casters email is :ehichioyaspelltemple@gmail.com. You can email him if you need his assistance inyour relationship or any other Case. Or WhastApp him on +2348057508654
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